December 28, 2017
I am not growing up I am growing together.
Happy Winter Solstice. Just days after the new moon.
How much responsibly do I bear
for acts of nature I linked spiritually to the collective that sets earthquakes to break apart the buildup of lies, or storms at sea expressing our angers and frustrations? Do I know for sure? After all, I am a part of nature. I am not all light with no darkness.
The shock of impending disaster leads my mind to places where my souls needs mending. The forest fire destroys in order to cleanut the old underbrush to make way for the new.
I am alone floating on a planet
in deep space.
I am having this dream alone.
Everything and everyone around me is an illusion.
This is my wirkd to create, to organize, to rule.
It is all really about me and the Universal Mind.
Too big to imagine:
The Buddhists believe there is no God that created the universe because there is no beginning and no ending. Everything we see in the heavens is cycling. Drawing circles. Circles, a mathematical infinity mystery.
a new book on Chinese recipes that heal everything from headaches to arthritis.
Most of the ingredients are foods you can find at any supermarket.
My body is my testament of heavy lesson
I have been given. I am naturally a slim person but I have collected my lessons in pounds. I have been lugging around my hundreds of pounds of problems. My frame was not meant to carry this load of pounds that find me out of breath after walking a short distance.
Your body never lies. Each of us hold parts of the truth. When we share our answers to our own healings, we heal one another. We are all unique but parts of the whole. Together we are the one truth. Together we heal.
Do I blame myself
for what has happened? No. It is not my fault. Life is meant to happen to teach us. In the movie, A Beautiful Mind Robin Williams, the doctor was telling Matt Damon, “It is not your fault.” Somehow, he sensed that is what his patient needed to
heal. And that is the whole point for all of us. It is not our fault.”